For you B

Curiosity,
Happiness,
Dreams,
Laughter,
Paradise,
Serenity,
Trust,
Love.

Bitterness,
Anger,
Hatred,
Paranoia,
Betrayal,
War,
Bloodshed,
Murder.

No one ever wins in a battle like this.
We pretend to act like it never mattered.
It was easier to close your eyes and say whatever it took.
It was funner to break the walls and shove it through his skull.
It was better to grin through chaos and laugh as hell let loose.
We are all blinded by a false light called hope,
But I see the truth.
There is a darkness and I am living in it. 
I do not need weaknesses in my life, I do not need you.

Have you ever wondered why you are always second place? 

Because you are never good enough.
Be happy I don't have the strength to fight anymore.
Pathetic.