Curiosity,
Happiness,
Dreams,
Laughter,
Paradise,
Serenity,
Trust,
Love.
Bitterness,
Anger,
Hatred,
Paranoia,
Betrayal,
War,
Bloodshed,
Murder.
No one ever wins in a battle like this.
We pretend to act like it never mattered.
It was easier to close your eyes and say whatever it took.
It was funner to break the walls and shove it through his skull.
It was better to grin through chaos and laugh as hell let loose.
We are all blinded by a false light called hope,
But I see the truth.
There is a darkness and I am living in it.
I do not need weaknesses in my life, I do not need you.
Have you ever wondered why you are always second place?
Because you are never good enough.
Be happy I don't have the strength to fight anymore.
Pathetic.
Sunday, February 14, 2016
Movie Night with Deadpool
Today, I had the opportunity to watch Deadpool in theatres! Wee!
Overall, it was a good movie. If I had to give a star rating, it would be a 7 out of 10.
It was a humorous show, with lots of laughs in between. Compared to most Marvel movies, it did not have a serious element to it. There were sad scenes, but they were never too dramatic. Generally, there were a lot of inappropriate jokes shoved in every corner, and if you enjoy that, you would like the movie. I believe the best word to describe Deadpool would be cheeky. It was cute. It was cliche, but that is to be expected. Nonetheless, I would recommend the movie to those looking for comedy, and would appreciate sarcastic sexual humour.
Unfortunately for me, I was not able to eat any snacks during the movie because of my wisdom tooth extraction from a few days ago. So, my friend enjoyed the popcorn and candy for the both of us. How fantastic. We did have some sushi after, which was absolutely amazing! It was affordable and quite yummy.
Goodbye Saturday. Hello February 14th.
Overall, it was a good movie. If I had to give a star rating, it would be a 7 out of 10.
It was a humorous show, with lots of laughs in between. Compared to most Marvel movies, it did not have a serious element to it. There were sad scenes, but they were never too dramatic. Generally, there were a lot of inappropriate jokes shoved in every corner, and if you enjoy that, you would like the movie. I believe the best word to describe Deadpool would be cheeky. It was cute. It was cliche, but that is to be expected. Nonetheless, I would recommend the movie to those looking for comedy, and would appreciate sarcastic sexual humour.
Unfortunately for me, I was not able to eat any snacks during the movie because of my wisdom tooth extraction from a few days ago. So, my friend enjoyed the popcorn and candy for the both of us. How fantastic. We did have some sushi after, which was absolutely amazing! It was affordable and quite yummy.
Goodbye Saturday. Hello February 14th.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Wisdom Tooth Removal
A few days ago, I made the decision to remove all of my wisdom tooth! It was a spur of a moment decision, where I just decided, why not? The dentist has been bugging me about it since last year, but procrastination is truly an incredible thing. Since this week is reading week, where students get a week off from school, it felt like it was the right time to do so.
I woke up at 8:20 am and made it for my appointment at 8:45 am. I was groggy, and was quite nervous. My parents felt the need to tell me all these horrible stories about people getting really sick and people being in a lot of pain, which obviously made me feel much better! The most scary thing about the extraction would probably be the freezing of my gums. The needle was humongous, and seeing it pierce through my gums was not pleasant. Most of the time, I closed my eyes, whining as it did hurt quite a bit. I remember feeling very swollen and numb; for a few hours, my mouth did not exist on my face. Oddly enough, the procedure only took about 45 minutes, the injection taking most of the time. My dentist removed three tooth in 5 minutes, and the last one took 10 minutes. It was surprisingly very quick.
This is the fourth day since the removal, and I am feeling great. Fortunately, I did not swell up too much or was in much pain. It was an uncomfortable few days as I kept tasting blood for a while, but after sucking on candy and drinking a lot of water, I started to get used to it. Eating was difficult, but I was adamant to consume solid food. It was still a nervous process as the blood clots were threatening to pop! (tmi?) In addition, I was not allowed to exercise, which really kept me off the edge. Smiling and talking was also difficult, which was ridiculous as I tend to smile and talk way too much!
Overall, it was an interesting experience. Once again, I was very blessed to avoid the pain that generally accompanied with the procedure. The ability to eat again has never been so wonderful! It is only when you cannot chew, when you realize how much you miss it so much.
I woke up at 8:20 am and made it for my appointment at 8:45 am. I was groggy, and was quite nervous. My parents felt the need to tell me all these horrible stories about people getting really sick and people being in a lot of pain, which obviously made me feel much better! The most scary thing about the extraction would probably be the freezing of my gums. The needle was humongous, and seeing it pierce through my gums was not pleasant. Most of the time, I closed my eyes, whining as it did hurt quite a bit. I remember feeling very swollen and numb; for a few hours, my mouth did not exist on my face. Oddly enough, the procedure only took about 45 minutes, the injection taking most of the time. My dentist removed three tooth in 5 minutes, and the last one took 10 minutes. It was surprisingly very quick.
This is the fourth day since the removal, and I am feeling great. Fortunately, I did not swell up too much or was in much pain. It was an uncomfortable few days as I kept tasting blood for a while, but after sucking on candy and drinking a lot of water, I started to get used to it. Eating was difficult, but I was adamant to consume solid food. It was still a nervous process as the blood clots were threatening to pop! (tmi?) In addition, I was not allowed to exercise, which really kept me off the edge. Smiling and talking was also difficult, which was ridiculous as I tend to smile and talk way too much!
Overall, it was an interesting experience. Once again, I was very blessed to avoid the pain that generally accompanied with the procedure. The ability to eat again has never been so wonderful! It is only when you cannot chew, when you realize how much you miss it so much.
Saturday, February 6, 2016
Introduction
The amount of times I have told myself I would stick to a blog is endless.
Well.. to be honest, I did have a blog that lasted for almost three years prior to this. However due to many issues, I had to put it down and it really broke my heart. I felt like a part of me died a little because I enjoyed being able to write my thoughts and feelings. I even had story ideas, and it felt concrete being able to place them into words. During the three years, I learned how to express my feelings in more creative ways, and it became my definition of art.
To begin again feels rather odd. I have not written creatively in years, and it is uncomfortable attempting to do so once again.
However, I do not want to lose this part of myself - this joy of writing. I was never the best writer, but I enjoyed doing it. A lot of stories have occurred since the last time I wrote, but now is the beginning of a new chapter.
Welcome to my world. Hope you enjoy your stay.
Well.. to be honest, I did have a blog that lasted for almost three years prior to this. However due to many issues, I had to put it down and it really broke my heart. I felt like a part of me died a little because I enjoyed being able to write my thoughts and feelings. I even had story ideas, and it felt concrete being able to place them into words. During the three years, I learned how to express my feelings in more creative ways, and it became my definition of art.
To begin again feels rather odd. I have not written creatively in years, and it is uncomfortable attempting to do so once again.
However, I do not want to lose this part of myself - this joy of writing. I was never the best writer, but I enjoyed doing it. A lot of stories have occurred since the last time I wrote, but now is the beginning of a new chapter.
Welcome to my world. Hope you enjoy your stay.
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